Dear Reader
I was fourteen years old when my friend committed suicide. I was so overcome with grief I told Yahweh that I don’t want to live anymore. He can come and fetch me too.
That night I heard Yahweh speak inside my heart for the very first time. The Lord gave me Isaiah 49:6: “Indeed He says, 'It is too small a thing that you should be my servant to raise up the tribes of Jacob, and to restore the preserved ones of Israel; I will also give you as a light to the Gentiles, that you should be my salvation to the ends of the earth.'" Then I heard the Lord say to me, “I can’t come to fetch you yet. I have big plans for your life. You need to tell people about Me one day.”
My youngest brother passed away when he was twenty-one. His death made me ponder the purpose of my life. I thought that it would be terrible if I had to pass away one day without fulfilling the purpose that Yahweh had for my life. I had a conversation with Yahweh about this and asked Him what the purpose of my life was.
That night Yahweh gave me a dream where my three children and I went around telling people about Him. Hubby and I were newly married and we didn’t have any children yet. However, never in my wildest dreams would I have ever been able to imagine how much suffering my children and I would have to endure before we could start working for Him.
I have always dreamed of writing my testimonies. At the beginning of 2024 the Lord said to me that He appoints me and that I work for Him now. While I was reading my Bible the Lord kept giving me visions of books and each book’s title was part of a verse from the Bible. I didn’t understand what I was seeing. Then the Lord said to me: “Start writing your testimonies in a book.” Yahweh revealed every book that I would write to me. He showed me what each book’s front page should look like and what the title should be.
Yahweh showed me what He wanted me to write every day. He gave me the verse with which my testimony should start daily and the words for each story just flowed from my pen.
The Lord revealed to me what the format of my books should be. He told me to make a journal with five stories each and ample space where you can write down Yahweh’s messages to you, and your prayers and petitions to Yahweh, during your time spent with Him.
One day I was busy writing a testimony. “Lord, who on earth is going to read what I write?” I asked Yahweh. I just could not imagine that anybody would want to read about my life. I felt Yahweh chuckling at me. “Elouise, just write it! It is going to mean something to somebody, somewhere.”
Thirty two years after Yahweh spoke to me for the first time, and told me that I’m going to tell people about Him, his words are starting to manifest in my life.
I trust that you will learn something new about the wonderful Shepherd whom we serve from each story. He loves you so dearly!
Greetings Soli Deo gloria!
Elouise elouisescheeperssolideogloria@gmail.com